I am Loved

I had a birthday this month. I’m twenty four now.
I decided I wanted to go out to eat for my birthday this year. I haven’t really done anything the past couple years. I casually mentioned it to a few people. 16 people showed up to my favorite Thai place. I felt very loved.
I just found out [...]

A Light in a Dark Place

I started my physical therapy again this week.
I found myself less than enthusiastic. I’m usually in a private room, but because of overbooking I was out in the bullpen with several patients. There was a little old man on the table next to mine. He looked over at me on two separate occasions and said [...]

Reflections III

I’ve managed to make it through my entire twenty four year life span without watching What’s Eating Gilbert Grape.  Which is odd. What with my obsession with all things Johnny Depp related. I finally watched it a few days ago
Of course I loved  it.
Do you remember the scene where Gilbert wants to introduce his girlfriend [...]

Whole new level of frustration.

Well I’ve finished my latest rounds of physical therapy.
Six weeks of pain and my knees are still not a single degree straighter.
My rheumatologist just ordered more regular therapy and more water therapy. I dont see the point though. Its miserable painful, and didnt do a bit of good.
Its just so frustrating. Puttting so much effort [...]