Things I want so bad it hurts

I want to be able to walk my dog.

I want to be able to work on my photography again.

I want to finish school.

I want to run. I want to run fast, and hard and until I cant breathe anymore.

I want to climb a tree.

I want to travel.

I want to fit into my pants.

I want to dance.

I want to be able to take care of myself.

I want independence.

I want to sleep through an entire night without feeling pain.

I want to be able to speak to my mother again.

I want to wake up and realize the last three years were just some terrible nightmare.